Being pregnant is one of the most rewarding and confusing things I've ever felt! There are so many emotions, thoughts, feelings, hopes and dreams that go through my head each and everyday. Everyday I hope and try to make it better than the day before. Sometimes I feel social, other times I wish everyone would just leave me alone. I love feeling Ava move around, but sometimes it feels so weird I wish it would stop.
Everyday I imagine what it will be like to be a mom. To care for someone else, to take care of a tiny little baby, to bathe her, to walk her, to care for her while she is crying, changing diapers, feeding her and yet I know that the time for her arrival is getting closer, and it will seem like my pregnancy went by in a blink of an eye.
Everyday I try my hardest to enjoy this time that I have with my husband. Although we've been married for almost 5 years and both of us have been lucky enough not to endure business trips or being away from each other too long. We still try and spend as much time together as possible. We both know that once our little princess arrives, although she will be the apple of our eye, we know that all of the attention will be on her instead of thinking about just the two of us.
I'm excited. I can't wait to be a mom. There is so much to do before she gets here though! Getting clothes and blankets ready, a place her to sleep. It will be a lots of fun. Hopefully we can get started on setting up for her soon.
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